An extra mile

 

|Photo by|A.C|

|Always run an extra mile|

Don’t. Ask. Me. Why.

When you asked me why, you’ve never gotten a single answer from me. And I don’t think you deserve one now. I don’t owe you any explanation either. Because it’s bright and glaring, man? Come on..

It’s. Your. Fucking. Pride. And. Ego. That. Enlarged. The. WHY’s..

(Ang makita kong lumuluha ang pinakaimportanteng babae sa buhay ko, lalong nanginginig ang bawat kalamnan ko sa poot..lalong umiikli ang bawat paghinga..lalong nanlilisik ang mata..lalo kong sinasabi sa sarili kong: BAWAL KA NA MAGPAHINGA. DAHIL HINDI NA AKMA ANG MGA SALITANG MAGTIWALA AT UMASA SA KANYA. HINDI RIN NAMAN DAHIL SA WALA SIYANG KWENTA, HINDI NIYA LANG MAINTINDIHAN NA MINSAN OKAY LANG IBABA ANG PRIDE, KAYSA MAGMUKHANG TANGA.)

😥 😥 😥 Ayaw kitang kausap. Kung pwede ko lang ipagsigawang: Tngn@#%*¥ Kumilos ka naaaa!!! Pero pakiramdam ko walang saysay. 😥 para ‘kong iniipit ng dalawang naguumpugang bato. Na habang tumatagal, unti unting pinapatay ang mga natitirang magagandang pagtingin ko sa mga bagay bagay. 😥

Somebody asked me today..

“Masaya ka ba sa Team natin?”

Sabi ko, “Oo, naman.”

Napangiti siya dahil parang hindi naman. Sabi ko, oo talaga.

Dahil kung alam mo lang kung paano ko nilalayo ng oras ko inyo sa lahat ng stupid pain na ‘to. . Then maybe you’ll understand how happy I am to get myself free from “all of it”..

Kahit 12hrs lang. 😦

…

I feel bad simply because I’ve hurt someone who doesn’t deserve to be hurt in such way. Sometimes we do things, or we make decisions that are not meant to hurt or not meant to cause pain to anybody, but we must do it because we don’t want to give any further pain.. or we don’t want to cut the wound deeper..

-It was a cool day but.. I still feel bad. And I don’t think an apology could supress the pain I’ve caused. Sleeping with a heavy heart is the worst. 😦 and it feels like shit ..

Life changing.

|Life changing. Chos.|

Kwentong Panggabi: #SingleProblems

Sabi ko, “Lord bigyan Niyo po ‘ko ng social life.”

At dumagdag ang friends ko sa Facebook.

Tapos, “Lord, bigyan Niyo po ‘ko ng night life.”

Literal. Night life. (At habang tinatype ko ‘to, bumabyahe na ‘ko sa jeep.)

February na so, “Lord, bigyan Niyo po ‘ko ng love life.”

“Lord?”

“Hello po?”

“Hello??”

“He..”

” . . . ”

” ”

…

Hahaha 🙂 #singleproblems #happyandgay #roadtrip #morework #moremoney

A little bit personal

 

This was a great experience. And just to cut off all the sick stories, I realized after I came out of the event, people are people. Just like that. I admire one of the “leaders” though. He’s simply royal. That’s it.

And the food is great.

Team VAiron :)

Hello, good morning! :))

Chitchat =)

Sa uulitin! :))