“I miss you deep…”
Love, I know we’re apart, and our skies show a different time. But always remember that every inch of you.. contours great memories.
There’s no poem. There’s no picture.
This is plainly me, telling you I love you more than the distance
we have now.
It’s a heartache that I don’t have a big fluffy pillow whenever I’m tired from work. You’ve always been my comfort corner,
my tear-wiping counter,
and my bedtime storyteller;
who always make sure that I’ll be getting a good night sleep.
(But don’t worry, your scent allows me to snore. I live in your cabinet now, just to let you know. *haha* together with your mother’s love. 🙂 )
But hey, I want to thank you for all the hardships,
and happiness you’ve brought.
You’re one of the reasons now why I keep on going even if I feel restless, and weak sometimes. You would always tell me that everything will be okay. You’ve always been the Mr. Optimistic I knew from the very start of our relationship.
And I’ll be okay because you would sort things out for me;
you would answer every unanswered question I have.
(Though sometimes it’s totally a black hole, still you never get tired of answering those questions.)
Thank you, baby.
And I’m not gonna lie, I miss you deep.
But I chose to love you more rather than pampering what I feel.
Yes, I soak my face to my work desk, I don’t mind calling every singe customers.. because once I get up and hang up the black phone, my heart starts to ring.. and it calls you.
(That’s cheesy, but true.)
That’s when I decided to start living in your cabinet so it would remind me of your scent that lingers every now and then.
I’ll always pray, asking Him to keep you safe on your journey.
Take your trip as an adventure not just to explore the beauty of the blue. But to learn more about life as a full grown individual, who always think about his family;
who knows how to love;
who knows how to make people happy;
who knows how to get some free souvenirs *haha*;
someone who knows about tears..
someone who knows about fears..
someone whom I love since day one.
I promise that I will take good care of myself. I would always try my best to eat on time. I will be loyal, to you and to your shirts. *haha* I will take care of Tsoknat and Konan.
I will be with Auntie and Uncle each time.
(Not every day, but each time.)
And I will love you.