I’m starting to get tired of being tired. And I’m in tears and in pain. But spare me some sleep. An escape.. A retreat..
Sometimes, I wish I was gone 15 years ago. Ironically, there are things that would remind me how I should cherish the time.
It’s a sad thought.
It’s sad because it’s becoming more often..
A lot of people say I have a heart of stone. (Okay, you win.) I guess you’re right. And I hope my heart could literally turn into a rock. As hard as it could be.. until I learn not to feel even the slightest emotion.
So every time people leave, I could just look at their footsteps and be fine.
I’m glad that it would make things easier for you. God bless your family. But I don’t want to ignore the sadness it’s causing me. And I know that all I could do is to miss your presence, your laugh, your endless stories..
I will miss you Ma’am! 🙂 haha daldal mo eh, at ang sinigang mo. Kapag kinalimutan mo ko, ah hindi. Hindi mo ko makakalimutan, kasi wala ka ng kasing baliw pang kaibigan. Ako lang! Hahaha See you when I see you! :*
You are my unspoken thoughts. And it’s the loudest sound you could imagine. Loud that it resonates my ears back to my head.. Straight through the atrium of my naked soul.
-Pinapanuod ko pa rin ang The Mentalist. I’m still addicted. ❤
Sometimes people chose not to stay and not to be together, maybe because they also chose not to hurt anyone. But they know they have this mutual subconciousness that becomes more parallel when their eyes meet, when their hearts beat, when their souls breathe.
-I have swollen lymph nodes. 😦 Ayokong magkasakit. </3 Tama na yung sakit na nararamdaman ko… Haha #HUGOT
“Sometimes all we need is someone who would listen. Then understanding follows.”
People converse in a million way. They said inviduals have pat terns, unique forms. The way you say a word, the way you construct a sentence, even the way you say it.. It defines you as a unique creature. Then it just came to me now, how do people understand each other.. Is this the reason why sometimes people don’t comprehend and ralate? Or is this the cause of madness, and pain and misery.
Just because people don’t understand what others say, what others do or whatever. But the fact that sound waves enter our ears first before it’s brought into our brain, shall I say.. Have we ever care to listen to anyone?
I believe it’s not that we don’t understand.
Sometimes we forget to listen.
(Maa’m! Salamat sa Ice Cream! ❤ At sa pakikinig. Thank you na malaki. )
Maybe. Maybe you were right.
But I could honestly say I do not and I will not change what I have thought of what I had felt. It felt the same way how I perceived it. And nobody can change it. Even you.
Maybe that wasn’t exactly what you have felt. Maybe that was the problem. It was a feeling I believed it’s mutual but it over weighed the other. However, I’m not seeing it in a very unfair manner. Because I know, I have drawn a certain space. A very certain space. It was so certain that it had left marks for years.
And I won’t regret chosing to get those again.
Why am I even posting this? Because..Maybe because I have just realized that not chosing you was the best choice I’ve ever made. And this time, I’m fucking sure about it. 🙂