Crazy in Summer Love

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No title, just me and that stupid part (and my happy thoughts :) )

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“Because unanswered questions are answered by prayers..”

It’s been years, two? three? or even more than that. This melancholic photos of rolled mini letters taken few years ago..(na parang mga binilot na smoke, yes, mga sulat po yan. Mga sulat na di na nakarating sa dapat paroonan.) And people in cliche thoughts, there are a lot of things that are better left unsaid. But for years I’ve been yearning for answers however I know there’s none. Or probably, I was just too naive and too hopeless to make myself believe that there would be responses to those questions.

Questions. And the “better left unsaid”.

Was it too much to ask for you to answer simple questions?

I didn’t get that. And I don’t get it still. The thought of leaving people hanging on unanswered questions is just so stupid. Wow, I can’t believe I can say that now. The “stupid” part. haha Yes it is. And from that day, I realized I’d be living this life seeking for answers..at nahanap ko na ang sagot sa mga tanong ko. Ang iba nahanap ko sa basurahan, ang iba sa putikan, ang iba sa itaas ng kisame. (ay wala palang kisame ang bahay namin.)

From then on, I promised to myself that I would try my best to answer every f@#$%&* single question that is thrown to me. No. I won’t be sorry for that. The f@#$%&* part. (mga three times kung nirevise kung bubuuin ko ba ang salitang yan o lalagyan ko nalang ng konting art haha.) I can’t say it is a bold thing to do. But answering questions somehow lightens the world’s deepest sorrows. Naniniwala ako dun. At patuloy kong paniniwalaan yun.

Hindi isang laro ang pagtatanong..hindi isang laro ang kagustuhang malaman ang isang bagay na nagdadala ng kalituhan sa isipan ng isang tao. Sa bawat tanong na walang kasagutan ay nagbibigay daan sa sinasabi nating kalungkutan.

The chaos brought by unanswered questions ratifies endless grief and poor life navigation. Sino ka, para sirain ang direksyon ng buhay ng tao dahil lang sa kagustuhan mong iwanan ng nakatiwangwang ang tanong niya? Sino ka para sabihing hindi na kailangan pang malaman ng tao ang sagot? Sino ka para makapanakit ng tao?

Nevertheless..people learn. People adapt. People change. And people get better. People move on. Hindi sila para mabuhay sa iniwan mong tanong. Sa tanong na kayang hilumin ang sugat ng kahapon. Sa tanong na kayang sagutin ng panahon at ng pagkakataon.

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“Because unanswered questions are answered by prayers..”

It’s a lovely day, isn’t it? 🙂

Mama: Oo, maganda ang araw ngayon, kaya maglinis ka!

HAHAHAHAHA spoiler, kakahiya naman sa nanay ko. 🙂 ❤ ❤ ❤

Meeting Strangers

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Ulit daw kasi walang laman. Hahaha Mixed up schedules. Pasensya na, sa nagtatanong sa twitter kung ano laman ng post na’to, eto na Abby. Nakakahiya naman sayo girl 🙂

Living in the world of strangers

It was a mistake.

Mistake. Let’s start how this post automatically ruined the sched. I wasn’t able to update my blog and this one slipped on and the KAW thing. So, I had to delete it. But to make things through, let’s start it all over again.

Strangers.

I’m having trouble connecting to people. To strangers to be exact, and that’s what I’m trying to get through for the past few days. I met some who are comfortable to be with though. Particularly this guy who is..who doesn’t know me at all. He said he wants to know more about me, and I just said, you’ll just get bored. However he insisted. That tore me apart. At first he was a stranger to me, but as I learned about the way he walks, the way he speaks, the way he wipes his eyes (he wears specs), the way he laughs, the way he sees stuff, the way he sings, and the way he does things… I guess he’s not a stranger anymore. I find it strange though. But I like strange. I think I’m annoying him already. haha Ramdam ko. And that is kinda sad… because…he might be a stranger again. Nakakatampo.

-Blog ko ‘to. walang basagan ng feelings. 😐

Loving the weird and funny feeling

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I find it weird and funny
To catch myself thinking and smiling
Things that are sweet like cookies
Beautiful yet uneasy feeling
Then time would just snap in
Reality comes in
I’m pretty much sure
It is a weird and funny feeling

-I don’t know. This is sad..but I’m starting to like it. Haha weird diba?

Anyway..finals is almost overrr. I’ve finished my defense and got an A! Yes! Di nasayang pamamalantsa ni Mama sa damit ko. 🙂 2 major exams to go and this is finally over. And I’ll start to scan my notes right after this.

Inspire me 🙂