I miss you.
Missing You. 😔😟
I love you. 🐻
I miss you.
Missing You. 😔😟
I love you. 🐻
“When life gives you lemons, add salt and tequila.”
They said when life throws you lemons, turn it into a grape juice and let the world think how you did it.. BUT that is a very long process my friend. And while you are into that process, might as well add some salt and tequila for the meantime so you won’t miss the fun.
I was a little doomed and restless for the past few weeks. I couldn’t sleep much. (But I still eat a lot kahit kunware nagdidiet. Haha) I couldn’t even think straight at work, I even lose a grip of a whole lot journey (but at the back of my head, I’m thinking it was the right decision at that point. **in many ways** ..learning things and how complicated our mediocre but meticulous brain works that it could really kill people. Believe me that was a lot. Apologies to people who have given their genuine trust and heart-felt effort. However, I want to thank each soul who were my constant variable at one of my scribbled situations. Maraming Salamat po.)
And that I ignored the fact that I was losing my grip because I chosed to. I have forgotten that there are people who are kind enough to listen to my sentiments and who could value relationship, time and presence. It was my fault. That I ended screwing my space.
Then, here comes His little wave of magic: He sent the right people, at the right time. People who would be your salt and tequila. And again, Thank you.
Thank you for reminding me how to value oneself again..how to appreciate time ..how to laugh (so hard that you could have grown some muscles on your cheeks) ..how to get back on track ..how to chase for such forgotten dreams.
P.S. It’s still my dream to take Cookie Monster on a cookie date. 🙂
And I’m on my way.
“Ang kamay na bumitaw sa’yo ay hindi makakawala kung hawak hawak pa rin ‘to ng kamay mo..”
Hugot. Oo na sige na. Pero may tama naman sa sinabi ko..haha (ipush ko pa opinion ko)
Sino bang gustong bitawan? Sino bang gustong iwanan? Sino bang gustong masaktan? Kung meron man, siya yung totoong bato, hindi ako. Haha syempre wala! Walang may gustong umiyak habang nasa jeep. Umiyak sa library o opisina ng patago. Umiyak sa banyo bago maligo. Umiyak sa gabi na parang wala ng sisikat na araw kinabukasan. Wala talaga. Wala.
Pero kailan ba tayo nasasaktan? Kapag nasugatan? Kapag nawalan? Kapag iniwanan?
Maraming tanong. Maraming lumalarong tanong sa isipan. Pero sana huwag mong kalimutan, na habang hinahanap mo ang mga sagot sa tanong mo, pilit niya ring sinasagutan ang isang malaking palaisipan, na parang walang katapusan.
Sabi nga, ang kamay na hinampas mo sa pader, kahit gaano katigas ‘to, parehas lang din kayong naramdaman, kahit mukhang wala siyang pakialam.
Siguro, sa lahat din naman ng bagay dalawang panig ang sangkot. Hindi lang isa, dalawa. Minsan nga tatlo o higit pa. Hindi lang ikaw, pati rin naman siya.
Parehas may rason at dahilan. Parehas may pinanghuhugutan. Parehas may pinanggagalingan. Parang itim at puti. Yin at Yan. (tama ba) Kutsara at tinidor. Balde at tabo. Kanin at ulam. Papel at pluma. Po at Opo.
Kaya sa dalawang kamay na minsang mahigpit na nakahawak sa isa’t isa, dumarating sa puntong meron at merong mapapagod. Napapagod at bumibitaw. Bumitaw siya, eh ikaw, hinawakan mo pa rin ba? O sadyang ikaw din bumitaw na.
Dahil ang kamay na bumitaw sa’yo ay hindi makakawala kung hawak hawak pa rin ‘to ng kamay mo..
Pero ganun talaga. Masakit. Kaya minsan mapapamura ka nalang sa sakit. Hanggang sa humugot ka nalang kahit ang bitter ng pakinggan. Pero ang mahalaga dun, ginawa mo ang lahat para kumapit. Kumapit ka parin na para kang nakikisabit sa jeep, kahit nakakapagod na, kahit mukha ka ng tanga sa mata ng iba. Para sa oras na dumating sa puntong bababa ka na, handa ka ng isigaw:
“Manong drayber, Para!”
Hindi dahil sa pagod ka na. Kundi dahil alam mo sa sarili mong:
“Eto na ‘to, Tama na. P*%@#!&@!”
Oh, ako na naman yung bitter. Haha hindi ba pwedeng hugot para sa ibang taong nasaktan? 😛
Osya, pagaling na kayo! Kaya niyo yan. 🙂
“I am not 22.
I am 10 years old…
..with 12 extraordinary years of life adventure and existence.”
EveryONE, thank you for sparing your TIME, sending a message or making a call just to say a happy birthday. It made my day extra special.
(Kahit wala pang nagbibigay sakin ng Chuckie.. haha actually, panawagan to. Tumatanggap pa po ako ng Chuckie hanggang 03 September 2014. 24/7 :D)
A bit of your TIME is enough. =) Because at the end of the day, you’ll realize that all you got on earth is nothing but TIME. Ironically, “it” is something that we cannot put in a bank and make an interest out of “it”. Don’t keep “it”. Spend “it”. Because the way you spend “it” today, will define your life tomorrow and…
It will imprint you on the hearts of people. People, at some point of their lives, have felt the touch of TIME. And it will make them realize the importance of their EXISTENCE and how they should take life as an ADVENTURE.
PS: May nagulo po ako na schedule. Pasensya na Ayet. Haha Birthday ko naman. 😀
“Coffee gets sweeter when we share moments with people whom we cherish and love.”
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