To my Sunshine ๐Ÿป๐ŸŒป

To my Sunshine…

It’s been a hell-ovva year. With all the turmoils happening on earth, I always choose to think that it may be a better day tomorrow.

I got three minutes before I go to sleep. My thoughts are just bursting and I can’t help but to think of how I coped up for the past few months.

But hey Teddy,

I hope you’re doing fine.

At home. At work.

It was a big leap to me, for both of us, not to be together. These pandemic and crisis really owe people a lot. Time, shall I say.

Bago ko ipikit ang mga mata ko, I wanna say..

I can’t wait to have breakfast with you. To get half of your sunny side up, which I really know, that it would annoy you. *haha* I can’t wait to wear all of your shirts and hoodies, even your big shoes. To occupy half of your bed, run my fingers through your hair when you’re asleep, and checking every single feature of your face. (Pagtanda ko gusto ko, kahit malabo na paningin ko, alam ko yung hugis at hulma ng mukha mo.) I can’t wait. I can’t wait to get mad and look for unsolicited or gusto-ko-lang-magalit dilemma. I can’t wait to have those unlimited kimchi and meat for 3 hours with you. To have those warm afternoon, doing nothing or just sniffing.

Teddy, I can’t wait to get those hugs and stupid squints. To have a morning walk, to have a couple of taho with Manong, to have a fluffy Monday or Mich while we sleep, to tease you, to see you..

Ang cheesy ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’—

In short, miss na kita. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Madami.

9.8m/s2|Vincent

I love you, Oso ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ˜˜

Mag sleep na ko. Kasi nasabi ko na yung 1% na nasa isip ko. lol

Ferris Wheel



โ€œ28 years old, pangarap kong sumakay sa ferris wheel.โ€

ย โ€œSa bahay may batas. Bawal lumabas. O, bawal lumabas, pero pag sinabi, pag nag-comply ka na bawal lumabas. Pero may ginawa ka sa pinagbabawal nila, inayos mo yung law ng bahay niyo at sinubmit mo uli, ay hindi ka pa rin pala pwede lumabas.โ€


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Sorry|Bandwagon

Stay strong|Girl




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P. S.

I cannot put into words how I would always reminisce the day I set my feet on that glass capsule.

Thank you, Universe.

For giving me somebody who taught and still giving me a tour on earth. (I guess I’m a little, oh, extra terrestrial; because I happened to visit earth in 1991 and never got my spaceship fixed. ๐Ÿ˜‚

Thank you, Universe. For giving me a fluffy and a loving person. I appreciate the fact that I allowed myself to get my “9.8m/s2” working towards him.

This year may not be as good as what we could actually expect from reality, but I just want to send my greeting and love:

Happy birthday Oso.

๐Ÿป๐Ÿซ๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿ˜˜๐ŸŒป๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ—

9.8m/s2ย 


Stay safe.

Umuwi ka ng buo, araw araw.


Poi Poi ๐Ÿ’—

No title, Just You and I

 

 

“Not that big. But it hurts a lot.ย Not that much. But a lot.

But I’m so grateful that I have you.”

 

 

poi2

 

08|13|2018

Everything was cluttered and my 24/7 was a robotic routine. Then I woke up one morning having a conversation with someone whom I would love for the next days of my crazy life.

I would be honest. I am enjoying what we have. It’s not that perfect, not every inch of it is a happy conversation; we’re starting to have arguments, and I don’t like what I feel, what I have felt, and to think of what I would feel.. But I like the idea of having arguments and silly conversations. It feels like growth.

Well in fact, yesterday, was one of those days.

I started to overthink.

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Thinking that I might be a little bit too much (that I don’t talk too much). That if I do, I might over say it, and hurt both of us.

ย We have a lot of differences. I agree.

 

The Introvert meets The Extrovert.

 

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I know and I was expecting little clashes and thunderstorms with our relationship because of those differences. I was surprised tho. That you were more aggressive on asking questionsย  how we could work things out. And I appreciate that. It’s like telling me you love me more than how I behave towards silly stuff.

Silly stuff. When I start to create a trivial argument about you and your friends. Haha classic. I ran it like it’s a joke but yeah, I’m human. I get jealous too. I know you love and care for your friends, but you just have to love and care for me more. Or when those multi-colored hair characters start to dance on your screen and you seem to forget that I exist. Silly, but true. And I just thought, maybe it was just me.

But it hurts a lot when you seem not to listen and hear me talk about how rough my day was.. that I left my spoon and fork at home, that I’m having a hard time dealing with my fats, that I’m starting toasdfghjkl……………

Not that big. But it hurts a lot.

Not that much. But a lot.ย  ย 

And I’m sorry for being childish. I feel like a 26-year old kid. (haha)

Regardless of my silly thoughts, I am so grateful that I have you.ย 

 

poi4

 

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It’s almost a year since we started to count stars at night. Listen to raindrops and growling thunderstorms. We earned another year on our age. We celebrated the day of the fat guy in red who flies at night, and here we are. Another months to spend.

I hope by this time, I am more carefree. Carefree enough to tell you how I really feel.

So I could tell you what I like and what I don’t. So I could tell you how I feel. And how important you are to me. That sometimes, a simple hug could actually make me feel better. That a simple pat on my head could take away the bad mood I have on a certain day. That you are my fluffy bear and nothing would ever change that.

 

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That you are my cookies, my coffee and my tea..

 

That I love you more than you know.

 

And I will love you, and wouldn’t stop until the moon say so.

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It’s aย  rainy 7:47 in the morning of August 13, 2018.

Yeah, this was supposed to be future dated (next year). But I realized that if you want to say something, you have to do it now because tomorrow is never a promise. But we are all hopeful that it will be kept.ย 

 

And I’m looking forward for another year.. and another year, and another year after that…until the sun becomes a white dwarf star. โคย 

P.S.

-Dapat hindi na kasali ‘tong picture na ‘to. Haha Pero gustong gusto ko talaga isali. Haha ๐Ÿ˜›ย  โค โค โค ๐Ÿ™‚ peace!ย 

poi5

 

Edited|With a HeART|

I love you.ย 

Madami.

Sobra. ๐Ÿ™‚

 

 

|9.8m/s2|