2017: Chasing Happiness

“Because it’s not just everybody deserves to be happy, but everyone has a chance to grab happiness and chose to have it.”

2016.

A year full of chances and opportunities. It brought me lessons I would bring through the succeeding years. It taught me a lot of things. Things that are more important than what our naked eyes could see. It even took me to places with little essence of paradise. And most importantly, it has given me a chance to make things right and straighten crooked lines from 2015.

I learned that your best friend could forget your birthday, but it doesn’t matter anymore after a 13 second sad momentum because you love her more than what odds could bring. I learned that not all would stay the same. It’s not that you aren’t aware of the phenomenal changes on earth, but you always chose to believe it has to be like this because it was fucking like this before. But no, you don’t need changes-acceptance. You had that. What you need is a little sprinkle of reality that “change” is a status quo. However, it only works through your mind, but not to your heart. Because what you feel would fade, but nah-uh..it wouldn’t change. (Like, you loved Chuckie drink, it fades but you’ll never forget the feeling every time you take a chocolatey sip.) 2016 brought me a piece of opportunity to “fix myself” though. You could start with my job, new acquaintances, friendship, and you could include love. Oh, that freaking feeling.

Nevertheless, 2016 taught me that love is and will never be adjacent to fate. You feel it, but it was never crafted across your lead. You have to explore it, you have to fight for it, you have to chose it and most of all you have to let him/her know that you’re willing to do what you have just read. *laughs* sort of like that. Am I going to do it? I don’t know yet. 2017 knows.

Friendship. Chances. Fate. Love. What else did I learn?

Oh, yah. One more thing.

I learned that not wearing a watch makes you more human. Haha believe me or not you have to believe me. Time flies baby. And you’ll never know what you’re missing within 3 seconds every time you look at your watch, every time you feel the pressure of time. Breathe. Think. And then breathe again.

Time is a man-made grid. Not bad to forget it some time.

Lastly, I want to take this as an opportunity to tell you (whoever’s reading) that life could be miserable, sad and arrogant most of the time.. but have the right to chose happiness. Because it’s not just everybody deserves to be happy, but everyone has a chance to grab and chose to have it.

Say thank you to last year, and say hi to 2017. A year full of chances. Full of choices. *** Well, it’s always been, pal! 🙂 ***

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Real talk, Kwento na talaga, Wala munang drama

Sabi ko may kwento ko, napending. Haha

Ang asul na gusali.

Nagstart yan, nang maimbitahan ako ng kaibigan ko na pumasok sa asul na gusaling yun. Syempre, pipila at maghihintay. Worth it naman dahil kahit naghintay ako ng napakatagal, nakapasok ako. And what happened during those times? Lots of weird and happy stuff. Here’s a list:

Una, yung kasabay ko lumabas ng silid after ng exam, aba! Nagkwento sya sa walang kwentang girlfriend nya na iniwan sya. Pero pansin ko, sa ikot ng kwento, puro kamalian ni babae ang nabanggit niya. Mas paniniwalaan ko ang kwento kung may nasabi siyang isang mali niya kung bakit sila di nagwork-out. Weird kasi, anong kinalaman ko sa lovelife niya?? Hahaha Well, okay lang naman. Huli ko syang nakita sa lobby kasama ang kanyang dalawang kaibigan.

Pangalawa, ang hawakan ang kamay ko ng hindi ko ganun kakilalang tao. At nagpahawak naman ako, eh nagulat ako. Haha wala na kong nagawa. Di man lang hinintay na magsink-in sa isip niya ang thought na ma-offend-kaya-‘to? Ako nalang nahiya para sa kanya..haha

Pangatlo, nang makilala ko ang isang matatag na babae. Kailangan  niyang lumiban, dahil meron siyang karamdaman. Sabi ko sa kanya, ang trabaho andyan lang, pero ang kalusugan, dapat inuuna yan. Pagaling ka! 🙂

Pang-apat, hindi pa ko nakakahawak ng keyboard, nakilala ko na sila 🙂 At isa sila sa dahilan kung bakit ako nakapasok sa asul na gusaling yun. Salamat po.

Pang-apat, naranasan ko ang isang nakakatakot na gabi. :)) Nakakatakot kasi akala ko may dudugo sa isa sa kanila pero wala. Buti naman. Tinry naman daw kasing pigilan. lol

Panglima, Etong isang  ‘toh medyo sensitibo. lol Pero parte sya ng kwento ko kaya, please bear with me. Nung isali sa intro kung virgin pa. HAHAHAHA -_- Nagulat ako pasensya na. Yung tipong, syettt-required-malaman?? Like, yes I still am. And I’m not ashamed to say that. This is 20th century but I still value such stuff. Ehh, kanya kanyang paniniwala yan. I still value marriage and conservative values of old culture. Pero, nakakapraning pa din sagutin. Sorry haha. but it’s okay. 😀

Pang-anim, nung makatanggap ako ng cienteng galit kasi antok na daw sya, at ayaw nya na ng maraming detalye, but I can’t do anything but to say the call-flow religiously. At sinigawan niya ko braddd!!!!! Di ko makakalimutan yun. Ayoko ng may sumisigaw.. ayoko.

Pangpito, para sa unang cleinte kong nagpasalamat sa akin. It feels good. Di mo maeexplain. It feels good, that’s it.

Pangwalo, ang last day ng training, kung saan, samasama kaming kumain sa hapag-kainan. Isa yun sa pinakamagandang araw ng routine ko sa asul na gusali. At syempre, unli rice kasi yun! hahaha

Pangsiyam, nang pinagbenta ko ng isang trainer sa isa sa mga meeting namin. At paglabas ko, may sinabi siyang magandang bagay. Well, thank you Ma’am. 🙂 Na-appreciate ko. (It’s not related to our discussion, ’cause it was something personal. And that made my day.) Hndi ko alam yun, but thank you for letting me know.

Pangsampu, ang pang-araw araw kong pagpasok sa asul na gusaling yun. Kung saan araw araw akong nakakatagpo ng iba’t ibang klaseng tao. Minsan nakakatuwa, minsan, nakakalungkot, nakakainspire, minsan nakakainis, minsan nakakapikon, pero at the end of the day, good things still matter more. And all we can do is to say thank you because bad or good, that makes us alive. 🙂

At ngayong araw? Nakausap ko ang isang nanay. Puno ng pangarap ang kwento niya para sa onse anyos niyang anak na babae. Nakakatuwang marinig ang kwento ni Nanay dahil lalo kong mas napatunayan na tama ang desisyon kong ituloy ang pagpasok ko sa asul na gusali.

At alam kong, araw araw, maraming kwento akong mapupulot dito. May maganda, may di ganon kaganda, but the thing is, life is an adventure, sabi nga ni lola. 🙂

-At hindi na naman luto ang carrot ni Manang Josie sa mami niya. Ano ko kuneho?? :)) Ay meron pa pala! Nung kumanta ko. Haha pero nakwento ko na yun. At ayoko ng ulitin yun :))

PinoyEh: Mga Iba’t ibang Uri Ng Tsismosa

“Life is a matter of respect to every single soul.”

My blog doesn’t deserve horrible stuff..but I feel uncomfortable to tell my concerns to anybody. It’s not that I don’t trust anyone, but yeah maybe. But it’s more like—- if I do that, I’m gonna be doing THAT horrible thing too, which—- I don’t want to. But let me tell it to the world.

Mga Iba’t Ibang Uri ng Tsismosa

  • Chismosang Pang Long Distance 

Yung tipong hindi lang pang 25-radius, aabot ng 99-radius ang kaya niyang isagap na tsismis. Eh kung kinimkim mo nalang kaya yan sa bibig mo, ay “bunganga” mo pala. Iba kasi ang bibig brad. Ang bibig para sa tao, ang bunganga para sa hayop.

  • Chismosang Issue-sera

Ay eto. Ibang klase ‘to brad. Kung baga sa drink mo sa fast food na a-Upgrade niya ang kwento. Kung baga sa studyante, may “improvement”, kung baga sa gas may “price-hike”, kung baga sa Zagu may “add-ons”. Galing ah, maging author ka kaya. May chance ang future mo. May future ka pero wala ka ng pag-asa kasi tsismosa ka.

  • Chismosang Padeep slash pang-Pageant

Hindi ‘to yung Emo na tsismosa ah. Eto yung uri ng tsismosa na pailalim kung tumira.Padeep. Yung tipong kikilalanin ang isang nilalang, and then fishing some stories and asking questions like what the fuck?? May kaibigan ka pa ba sa lagay na yan?? Meron? Asan? ASAAAAAAANNNNNNN?

  • Chismosang Bad Breath

*takip ilong* Pasensya ah. May ibabango pa ba ang bibig mo kung pati buhay ng kapitbahay ni Mang Tasyo na kapatid ni Aling Maring na anak ni Ka-Celso na may anak na ang pangalan ay Kanor ay naibahagi mo na sa ibang tao na wala namang kinalaman kung bakit siya kumakain ng saging sa bintana nila, eh pati yun ikukwento mo sa iba. I don’t get the fucking point. It’s pointless, it’s rude, it’s nonsense. Parang itong post na ‘to. Pinaka walang kwentang post ko ‘to sa halos limang taon ko sa mundo ng blog. I feel sorry for myself. Like why am I doing this. Maybe because it is a sad story..a sad reality that type of people like this really do exist.

  • Chismosang Electronic

Ah eto.. pang new millennium ‘to. Di na nagkasya sa panlilibak gamit ang bibig, pati ba naman ate sa facebook, twitter at kung saan saan , kung asaan ang kumpulan ng chika andun ka din? Di na ko magtataka kung magkitakita kayo. Meeting place niyo saan? Para naman maiwasan namin ang mapadaan. Nakakahiya naman sa libangan niyo. Try niyo kaya paghiwalayin ang 3-in-1 na kape nang maiba naman ang trip niyo.

  • Chismosang Praning

Haha gusto ko muna tumawa. Eto yung tipo ng tsismosa na napapraning kasi akala niya siya yung pinaguusapan. Weird di ba? Igaya mo pa kami sayo. Wala kaming panahon para pag-usapan ang katulad mong mabaho ang bibig at nakakasulasok na takbo ng utak.

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Life is a matter of respect to every single soul. Kahit hindi mo na isipin na respeto ‘to sa ibang tao ang pigilan ang bibig mo na ikwento ang isang personal na bagay, brad respeto na lang sa sarili mo pwede? Ano ba naman yung pati kamalian ng iba gagawin mo pang issue, ikaw wala kang mali? Ayos ah. Talino mo. Ano ba naman yung itikom mo ang bibig mo para sa kapakanan ng sanlibutan??HINDI KO MAKUHA AT HINDING HINDI KO MAKUKUHA ANG POINT NA PATI MATANDA… BRAD MATANDA AS IN PABALIK NA YAN..MILYA MILYA NA ANG LAYO NG EDAD SA INYO NAKUHA NIYO PANG BASTUSIN. Nanay pa man din.

Sorry pero YOU GUYS ARE THE SICKEST FUCKING BULLSHITS I’VE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE. 

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At masarap pa din talaga ang Chuckie. 🙂

Well, that’s life. Move on Ge. Yan, hilig mo mag-observe kung ano ano tuloy napapansin mo. Kimkimin ko nalang. Nakakahiya naman sa inyoooooo. :))