I miss you every day.

I miss you (not just when I’m alone) but even at times when I laugh. I miss you when I’m in tears at night, when my thoughts collide. I miss you (but I’m not sad).. because I know you’re just there.. watching, and listening 🌻

🐻 🐼

9.8m/s2 🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭

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A Letter to Him

“I miss you deep…”

 

 

Love, I know we’re apart, and our skies show a different time. But always remember that every inch of you.. contours great memories.

There’s no poem. There’s no picture.

This is plainly me, telling you I love you more than the distance

we have now.

 

It’s a heartache that I don’t have a big fluffy pillow whenever I’m tired from work. You’ve always been my comfort corner,

my tear-wiping counter,

and my bedtime storyteller;

who always make sure that I’ll be getting a good night sleep.

(But don’t worry, your scent allows me to snore. I live in your cabinet now, just to let you know. *haha* together with your mother’s love. 🙂  )

 

 

But hey, I want to thank you for all the hardships,

every effort

and happiness you’ve brought.

You’re one of the reasons now why I keep on going even if I feel restless, and weak sometimes. You would always tell me that everything will be okay. You’ve always been the Mr. Optimistic I knew from the very start of our relationship.

And I’ll be okay because you would sort things out for me;

you would answer every unanswered question I have.

(Though sometimes it’s totally a black hole, still you never get tired of answering those questions.)

 

 

Thank you, baby.

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And I’m not gonna lie, I miss you deep.

But I chose to love you more rather than pampering what I feel.

Yes, I soak my face to my work desk, I don’t mind calling every singe customers.. because once I get up and hang up the black phone, my heart starts to ring.. and it calls you.

(That’s cheesy, but true.)

That’s when I decided to start living in your cabinet so it would remind me of your scent that lingers every now and then.

 

I’ll always pray, asking Him to keep you safe on your journey.

 

Take your trip as an adventure not just to explore the beauty of the blue. But to learn more about life as a full grown individual, who always think about his family;

who knows how to love;

who knows how to make people happy;

who knows how to get some free souvenirs *haha*;

someone who knows about tears..

someone who knows about fears..

someone whom I love  since day one.

 

 

I promise that I will take good care of myself. I would always try my best to eat on time. I will be loyal, to you and to your shirts. *haha* I will take care of Tsoknat and Konan.

I will be with Auntie and Uncle each time.

(Not every day, but each time.)

 

And I will love you.

Araw araw. 

Madami yan.

Sobra.

 

V|9.8m/s2

Vagabond

“I want to be someone’s memory rather than a daily routine.”

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|Photo Credits|E.N|

 

Before I eat another cookie, I would like to say thank you to all the gods and deities who made this week a little extraordinary than my daily routine. Reminding me that I have a 24-hour right to breathe and to forget about all the turmoils. And it made me think somehow. It made me think of good things.

Somebody asked me, what’s your wish on your special day? I answered:

World peace.

Maybe it humored him a bit and asked again, what’s your wish? For yourself. And I answered:

Inner peace.

 

I wish for everyone’s peace of mind. Because that will help them to regain health.

I wish for my inner peace so I can extend myself more to others.

Few months ago, I spoke to one of my colleagues (she’s a good friend too) in the balcony where I usually drench myself at lunch. She said looking at the skyline, she wanted to make a dent and to create a change. It’s a great thought, I’d say. And I told her to pursue her dreams. She’s continuing her studies now and I hope for all the blessings and odds to be on her side. She’s a good kid.

And it made me think…

I also want to make a dent. But not that big. Nor to create a change in large scale.

My lifetime will never be enough:

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But a simple dent to someone’s heart.

A dent that couldn’t change everything but could remind that person from time to time that it’s okay.

That it’s okay to eat pizza with a lot of pepper. That it’s okay to drink Chuckie even if you turn 80. That it’s okay to cry in public. That it’s okay to be hurt. (Because sooner or later it will be okay.) That it’s okay to get nightmares. That it’s okay to get tired. (Simply because we’re human.) That it’s okay to get crazy in love. It’s okay to commit mistakes. (As long as you treat it as a friendly reminder the next day.) That it’s okay to be in pain. (It strengthens your soul.)

It’s okay. It’s okay because that’s how life works.

(And I just used the word “okay” thirteen times. Haha)

I want to be someone’s memory rather than a daily routine.

P.S.

Thank you for all the greetings! God bless you all. 🙂

 

**And why Vagabond? Wala lang. Gusto ko lang yung word. Haha It describes exactly my thoughts. Blog ko naman ‘to kaya walang pakialamanan sa titulo.