To my Sunshine πŸ»πŸŒ»

To my Sunshine…

It’s been a hell-ovva year. With all the turmoils happening on earth, I always choose to think that it may be a better day tomorrow.

I got three minutes before I go to sleep. My thoughts are just bursting and I can’t help but to think of how I coped up for the past few months.

But hey Teddy,

I hope you’re doing fine.

At home. At work.

It was a big leap to me, for both of us, not to be together. These pandemic and crisis really owe people a lot. Time, shall I say.

Bago ko ipikit ang mga mata ko, I wanna say..

I can’t wait to have breakfast with you. To get half of your sunny side up, which I really know, that it would annoy you. *haha* I can’t wait to wear all of your shirts and hoodies, even your big shoes. To occupy half of your bed, run my fingers through your hair when you’re asleep, and checking every single feature of your face. (Pagtanda ko gusto ko, kahit malabo na paningin ko, alam ko yung hugis at hulma ng mukha mo.) I can’t wait. I can’t wait to get mad and look for unsolicited or gusto-ko-lang-magalit dilemma. I can’t wait to have those unlimited kimchi and meat for 3 hours with you. To have those warm afternoon, doing nothing or just sniffing.

Teddy, I can’t wait to get those hugs and stupid squints. To have a morning walk, to have a couple of taho with Manong, to have a fluffy Monday or Mich while we sleep, to tease you, to see you..

Ang cheesy πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ»πŸ’—

In short, miss na kita. πŸ˜‚πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜­

Madami.

9.8m/s2|Vincent

I love you, Oso πŸ»πŸ’—πŸ˜˜

Mag sleep na ko. Kasi nasabi ko na yung 1% na nasa isip ko. lol

Fine Line

Dear Partners,

I think there’s a fine line between being comfortable and being insensitive. And there’s a fine line between frustration and rudeness.

Never allow your partner to throw curses at you. Never tolerate an unacceptable and disrespectful act just because you have spent hundreds or maybe a thousand nights with him or her.

Needless to say..

If someone can do little things, it’s frightening to know what he or she can do more.

I’m not saying you let go of the person. But you gotta work hard every day. We have to work hard on molding ourselves to be a better partner.

You know, just saying.

So, choose your words properly.

Act responsibly.

Because having a partner is not just thinking and savoring WHAT YOU FEEL.

It’s also THINKING WHAT THEY WOULD FEEL.

Learn when to walk away and not to dwell on a momentary expression of anger.

-Hello sa mga may jowa, walang jowa, gustong magkajowa, feeling may jowa, iniwan ng jowa, happy sa jowa, pati na rin sa mga kating kati sa jowa ng iba. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Good vibes lang mga cyst! πŸ’—πŸ’―βœ”οΈ

Ferris Wheel



β€œ28 years old, pangarap kong sumakay sa ferris wheel.”

Β β€œSa bahay may batas. Bawal lumabas. O, bawal lumabas, pero pag sinabi, pag nag-comply ka na bawal lumabas. Pero may ginawa ka sa pinagbabawal nila, inayos mo yung law ng bahay niyo at sinubmit mo uli, ay hindi ka pa rin pala pwede lumabas.”


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Sorry|Bandwagon

Stay strong|Girl




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P. S.

I cannot put into words how I would always reminisce the day I set my feet on that glass capsule.

Thank you, Universe.

For giving me somebody who taught and still giving me a tour on earth. (I guess I’m a little, oh, extra terrestrial; because I happened to visit earth in 1991 and never got my spaceship fixed. πŸ˜‚

Thank you, Universe. For giving me a fluffy and a loving person. I appreciate the fact that I allowed myself to get my “9.8m/s2” working towards him.

This year may not be as good as what we could actually expect from reality, but I just want to send my greeting and love:

Happy birthday Oso.

πŸ»πŸ«πŸ―πŸ˜˜πŸŒ»πŸΌπŸ–πŸ—

9.8m/s2Β 


Stay safe.

Umuwi ka ng buo, araw araw.


Poi Poi πŸ’—

Happy Valentine’s Solo

Happy Valentine’s to your drink, smoke and friends.

Time.

Time lang naman.

Hindi naman ako ganun ka high maintenance na girlfriend.

Oras lang.

-Ge, iyak ka lang. Mapapagod ka din.

Hanggang sa wala ka na lang maramdaman..

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Gosshh, can’t wait. Gusto ko na magbakasyon. At makakita ng dagat. At malayo.

Gusto kong huminga.

Odds of 2019

It’s no coincidence that if is in the middle of life..”

ClichΓ© to say, but life would still be the best journey you could conquer, a lifetime experience you would cherish, and a long road you would take.

For the past few years, you could have woven your thoughts into a mat, where you can sleep at night on it. And until your last breath, it would continue to weave itself.

A couple of things I’ve learned this year. It may be nothing to some, but it’s worth a sleepless night.

I learned that Change would always be inevitable. It’s the only variable on earth that is constant. It would be as hard as hell to adapt and sustain your sanity. So you better be hard as a rock to roll and tumble.

But then Change is a good thing.

It will teach you how to say things better, how to do things better, or not to say or to do at all.

I also learned that not all people you cared for, will do the same for you. Not all will think about how you would feel nor what you would feel about it.

Too much to say, but I learned that even the people you love most would hurt you on two to three different angles. Not because that they don’t care, but they don’t know the fine line between vulnerability and too much of what I’ve just said.(Not to give stress on this part, but that was a bull.)

It was also a self-realization how selfish I was to what we call time. 2019 was a time of unraveling but a beginning of an end.

It taught me to get stronger.

To love more the people you live for. To endure pain for the person you want to spend the rest of your life with. To spend more time with your family, instead of work. Because life will never get younger but old.

To never stop dreaming. To never stop believing. That one day, everything will fall on its proper place. To remember joy and laughter. To forget people who are not worthy of your time.

But not to forget pain.

Why?

Because that very pain you have endured will remind you on how you’ve gotten better as a person. To forgive yourself from hatred.

To pray for abundance and a peaceful mind.

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2020.

Bring it on.

I may not be prepared for your in between if’s.

But I know better now that having the people you truly care for, can beat the odds and your mysteries.

Kapit lang Ge.

Isa isa lang.

Pero kaya yan.

πŸ˜ŠπŸ’―πŸ»πŸΌπŸ˜‡

I love you, and I ming it.

And the flaws we have are worth fighting for.. Worth keeping for.

To my Moon and Stars,

It’s been a while.

There’s a lot of things I would have written if I had the chance of time. But eggs and bacons, keyboards and pens, then plates and sauce, bed and sheets..

It’s been a restless year for both us.

But the aftermath is when I have realized a lot of strings.

That there’s no such thing as a perfect relationship. (Well, I guess that’s a cliche.)

To think that I could freely peel off my flaws before your eyes, is something that I am proud of.

Like my little tantrums along the red bank, my fingers digging—no—excavating each letter on the keyboard, *haha*, and the most recent which was the notebook prank.. (And I am not proud of these shenanigans.)

But I am proud to say that I have someone who knows me and willing to see my flaws. Not to smudge it on my face but would tell me how wrong it was.

But I want to make it up. To cool down my temper.

And I want you to know that you’re my life size stress ball. Literally round and soft. πŸ₯°πŸ˜πŸ»

Our arguments and disagreements were something I hated for a day or two. Sometimes a week or so. But I started to keep each fragment like a treasure. So when I look back when we get old, I have something in my pocket to laugh at. πŸ€—πŸ˜‚ You and your eyebrows crossing.

To my Moon and Stars

This is a simple reminder that I love you. And the flaws we have are worth fighting for.. Worth keeping for.

I love you.

Every day.

9.8m/s2

Vincent|France

🐻🐼🌻

Sweet Escape

I wonder why vacation leave doesn’t entice me. At first I thought it was a waste of time, instead of me checking some drafts and crafts, I would prefer to complete my working calendar. But then I realized just today that vacation is completely and has nothing to do with the place nor the event. It’s a state of mind wherein you’re free of growling storms and monstrous tornados.. and some sort of sophisticated turbulence.

It could be as simple as a sunny or a windy day with your little extra healthy boyfriend or a cup of coffee with your curly haired mom.

I love you both! 🐻😘❀️