The Choice: Do you regret it?

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“If not, then the pain you’ve felt was all worth it.”

I just finished watching it on that hard, black, and cold idiot box. I had to search for the part where in the lady broke the engagement with her fiance (because my lovely mother called me to get some wet clothes and get it dry. Very lovely. )

The Choice.

That was the title.

Let’s just say it wasn’t the best movie. (in my perspective of  what is best)

But it was a great movie showing and defining what CHOICE is.

Salute to that.

I personally care for the word “choice”.A lot of us get sweaty whenever caught in a situation full of bulls. And an imaginary mediator becomes more aggressive and persistent on you in making the decision as you try to think harder. (I don’t know why I used the term mediator. Maybe because it has something to do with an argument between the options you have and the consequences it entail. Just hell you know. And a nonexistent peacemaker will do. At least. To make your decisions easier. Nahhh.)

I have great experiences about it. Making choices.

It taught me how to be a human. It showed me consequences. Or as to what the movie said.. the word “opportunity”.

It will take a million breath-taking leap to decide whether you wanna let go on something, or hold on it as much as you could.

Sometimes we just let the wind do the decision making. Or we just let it be. Because we’re lost. We are lost completely.

In nowhere? tss it just needs some time. And you’ll be able to determine the right choice. After all, it’s your life at stake.

Or maybe, you randomly chose and then after what you’ve chosen..you just endure the pain. Believing that it will all go away after a century.

It will. Believe me it will. Somewhere after the long pain.

There’s these “that was fun and sad” moments.

But the question is ..

Do you regret it?

If you do, then start questioning yourself: Why did you do it?

If not, then the pain you’ve felt was all worth it. 🙂 

 

 

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A lot of people say I have a heart of stone. (Okay, you win.) I guess you’re right. And I hope my heart could literally turn into a rock. As hard as it could be.. until I learn not to feel even the slightest emotion.

So every time people leave, I could just look at their footsteps and be fine.

I’m glad that it would make things easier for you. God bless your family. But I don’t want to ignore the sadness it’s causing me. And I know that all I could do is to miss your presence, your laugh, your endless stories..

I will miss you Ma’am! 🙂 haha daldal mo eh, at ang sinigang mo. Kapag kinalimutan mo ko, ah hindi. Hindi mo ko makakalimutan, kasi wala ka ng kasing baliw pang kaibigan. Ako lang! Hahaha See you when I see you! :*